Yesterday Blog: LITTLEAPRIL considered asking one of them out many, many times, but I loved them both so much. There was no way I could risk losing either of them, and at worst, I could lose them both if I attempted to choose between them. Besides, Rachel wasn't into dating steady, and I knew Deidre was definitely getting satisfied every few nights or so. Neither of them needed me as anything more than a friend, so I figured why jeopardize a perfectly fine situation?